How about yours?I'm in between the last two boxes. The world seems to be burning at my feet and I'm beginning to wonder if it was just a dream after all.
It happened so long ago, the bad is beginning to outweigh the good, he's not the same person, I don't even know if I am the same person and everytime I start to hope he may prove me wrong, he doesn't.
Yes, I do know what you're thinking. "Move on, get over him, find another one". I agree! It should be that easy. Unfortunately it isn't.
I am going to draw a line in the stand, and tell him to keep himself to whatever side I'm not on.
I've gotta *scrub that* I'm going to stop picking drop kicks!
I was once (or twice) taught a theory by a very wise man. Life is travelled in an upward spiral, if you fail a test, or a life lesson, or you just don't get it, you drop down to go over that part of the spiral again. And again. And again. It's why you hear of people "spiralling out of control", or someone you know was in a "downward spiral". They haven't learned their life lessons.
These are the lessons that give us wisdom, that create our friendships, that put an end to unhealthy relationships, that give us our careers, our regrets, our values. These are the lessons that make us who we are.
This spiral is really getting boring. Where's that fire extinguisher?
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