27 November 2009

Two Thousand + Nine

Coming up to the end of the year, the reflection on the year that's passed becomes a common feature on almost every blog. After the year that 2009 has been, this space shall be no different.

Late last year, my friends and I decided that 2009 was going to be 'our year'. Perhaps it was the positive outlook before it started, perhaps it was the stars, perhaps it was just life, giving us a great 12 months. I'm not sure how it ended up being so good, but it has honestly been one of the best years of my life.

It wasn't perfect of course. There were breakups, wondering if I could pay my bills, phone calls laced with tears, lost friends, a house that wouldn't rent out, the fear of no savings for my holiday and work got the better of me on more than one occasion.

But you see, none of that seems to matter in the whole scheme of things. I bought a house, I have managed to make ends meet and I've learned to manage my funds. I paid off my car. I met a gorgeous boy and despite hurting me, he also taught me a lot about myself. I can now acknowledge that I am now SO much better for the experience. I've met some of the coolest people! Th relationships that I have with them is wonderful and I couldn't imagine life without them. I've decided to go to university and get my self a piece of paper, I'm enjoying my work more and I have a routine that suits me very well.

I have grown so much in the last 12 months, I don't think the girl I was last year, would recognise this one. I have become stronger in my own character, more confident in who I am and what I believe in. This year is full to the brim of happy memories! A fantastic birthday that was *exactly* what I wanted, I met my Holly, I've been creative, I've been totally silly, I've been loved, I have loved, I started the Lovers' Diary & gotten to know so many of YOU!

I reckon 2010 will only get better.

All my love and thank you, so much.

B x

13 comments:

Kez said...

This post gave me the hugest grin. It truly was an awesome year and I am so glad we blogged about it :)
I am so excited for you that you've felt all that positive change - I know how it feels and it's not something to ignore - it's amazing :)

I love that you found lots of positives in the negatives and you see how much those things helped you become the awesome person you are at the end of 2009. Go you! xox

The Snarky Narwhal said...

I'm glad that I started blogging, I'm so glad that we became friends. You are absolutely amazing and beautiful inside and out. You have grown so much and I can't wait to see what this year brings us all.

xoxo

Moomby said...

absolutely beautiful! i loved reading this glimpse into your past year. i don't even know you, but it made me happy to see that you were satisfied with 2009 and have taken many great memories from it.

thank you for sharing, and here's to an amazing 2010!

Sara said...

It's going to be tons better!

Athena. said...

This was great, Bambola :)
I'm so glad that I know you - I'm so excited for 2010.
I feel like I've grown a lot, too,
without even realising it.
ThankYOU,
xxxx

Geek Girl said...

What a great way to end the year! all the best :)

miaou miaou said...

I hope 2010 will bring some very nice things for you :) you sound lovely and don't deserve unhappiness, especially when it sounds like you've had your fair share of it. This post cheered me up when I was grumpy, thank you <3

x

vinny said...

All the best to you...!

Jaz said...

What a great post, it really made me smile! I feel very lucky to know a wonderful person such as yourself. Don't change, you're fabulous! x

Anonymous said...

Awh I'm so happy for you!!!! I was really worried about you a few months ago, but I'm glad you think the year was great overall!

Anonymous said...

Awh I'm so happy for you!!!! I was really worried about you a few months ago, but I'm glad you think the year was great overall!

Wrecked Stellar said...

Yayy sounds like a valuable growing year! xo, Mel

Shannon said...

I think each year gets better. At this time of year, I tend to look back and think "well, I could have done that differently" and I know there will be things in 2010 that end up that way, but hey - 2009 is gone and 2010 is here and it's going to be better. It always is :)

PS: I'm glad I know you.